Today, like most days, started off well enough but ended badly.
There was that thing with my friend. And I had texted her and just never got a reply, which launched a whole new round of questions and doubts and I don't even knows. And she's been online and talking with other people, so it's not like she's busy and just forgot to reply. And I don't know. It's been bothering me. So naturally I projected the stress from that onto food. Read: mini-binge.
It wasn't too bad, I just kept eating bread and chocolate after dinner. And I really can't complain about the amount- it wasn't like it was thousands of calories above a normal intake. But I know it was all out of control and stress-related and I hate that.
But honestly, it could've been worse and I could be feeling worse about it right now. I just finished skyping with a friend I haven't talked to in a while (two weeks- for the two of us, that's a really long time) so I'm in a better mood.
And today was otherwise a nice day. It was Stadtfest (=city fest) so the stores were open and tents were up and there was music on every other corner. I walked around with my mom and got some yarn for the scarf I want to crochet myself and we drank Glühwein (a Christmas-y sweet/spiced wine) and talked with my Oma and our neighbor. It was just nice.
So I guess even though food-wise today wasn't great, I handled it alright. That's something.
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